Miles to salvation

So I’m staying up late night
Battling with my thoughts, whether right or wrong
This brain and heart never coincide
Wicked, moony tissues, won’t allow me to be strong

Now it’s getting harder to decide my next move
Goals and pending promises, somehow I got to prove
Tired of all expectations, time to blow off the trend
But I’m not sure where to start form
It’s a rocky path ahead, & what if there’s a dead end!

Again I try to abate this cynical virus
Just leaving everything on fate
And I won’t shake the faith, even if God
Puts my call on wait

I won’t ask for any wealth, but grant me wisdom
Show me thy light and guide me to your kingdom
Keep me in your heart, there’s no greater mansion
As you bless me father, I know I’d live with distinction

And all my confusions are now expiring
A sensible brain & a happy heart unifying
With a sigh of relief and closed eyes I thank thee
Snoring out doom, floating in the sky
I’m singing a symphony

~A tribute to Boozers~

The malicious captivating thing
Perhaps lifts you without a wing
They squall, laugh and go crazy
Future gets bumbled & past tense goes hazy

Few toast for a reason, few have it for fun
Guess it’s their crosscut, to be momentary No. 1

Dirty Rum, wicked Beer, skanky Gin & Whisky
Revolting Vodka martini, bitter-foul Brandy
If you gulp in that insanity, and nourish mammoth bills
It’s good for nothing Dude, You definitely need some pills
Because every time it spills
Tenderly “IT KILLS”.

Heart- The Meat-aphor

People may compare it, with a crimson rosebud
This heart’s nothing, but a fist soaked in blood

If you give it away, you totally lose control
And if you don’t, it would torture your soul

Unplugging from the world
I’m crossing the denied Fence
Writhing silly Rhymes
Barely making any sense

Sad Diva

Guess this dreamy heart, defeated my stupid brain
Probably that is why, you’re gravely hurt again

Why don’t things turn out, exactly the way we’ve planned?
A moment I am flying, the next I am alarmed

Knowing that I have fumbled big time
Feeling clueless & waiting for a sign
Here I am, standing vaguely... all alone
How do I figure something else out?
When you were the only one!

As you remain silent, I am fenced with dreadful worries
So afraid to lose you, when you’re not buying any sorries

Apologies won’t work, so can’t we at least fight?
Unable to sleep, I just keep turning off the light
Guess I’m nothing more than, a criminal in your sight
Wish I could rewind and make everything All right

I know these words are plain and my excuses are lame
But my world’s a dead kingdom, when you don’t even blame!

Speak to me baby, I’m stuck in this Suck fest
Where do I go now? Your heart’s been my nest

Just take away my wings, I don’t deserve a flight
This sorry, selfish birdie, has no reason to delight

So I shut the doors & corner myself in the room
Ignoring a lump in the throat, evading this stalker gloom

Flying fingers to all the joy,
Stating me a final Goodbye
Although it pours from the sky
Rainy season won’t bequeath my eye

Love loaded

If I begin to compose about you
There would be no time to think
I may run out of words and phrases
And there’d be a severe drought of Ink.

When you utter, you sound like an angel
Do u know, you’re a lush knowledge manual
When u look at me, I become so unusual
Pupil starts dilating & brain gets illogical

Together when we are, life’s at its best
Like in the purple dusk, a lost bird finds her nest
I don’t say too much, still you decode everything
Feels like a Cinderella dream, crazy as it may seem

Uh-huh, it’s so darn wonderful
But can’t always stay perfect
For if there is a dawn
There ought to be a sunset
But what lies at the heart of love
Is to just give & to not expect

As you ask me about, how much I miss u
I forget all the linguistics & my pen doesn’t move
And when you’re upset or being a rude dude
I yearn to carry out a surgery, on your sinless mood

The ruder you get, more glorious you get to me
Cupid issues are now, an ongoing part of me
Love you, miss you, xoxo are making sense to me
While I was just a T.V. you brought
News, stars, colors and Sony. Hehe

I smiled before too, but now I smile with a reason
Just stand by me forever, I need you in every season